Love is certainly complicated. It gets even more complicated when you fall in love with your best friend. After a year together, we became business partners and started a modeling agency together called “The Asiancy”. Life with Jessie was perfect. But then I caught him cheating on me with his ex. I knew how much Jessie loved him, so I forgave him. A few months later, I caught him with our other business partner Jake; that’s when I really lost it.
Jessie started seeing a therapist and swears it won’t happen again. I love him and hate him at the same time. We decided to take a week long vacation together to patch things up, but I still don’t know if this relationship can be mended. Not only have we started a life together, but also this business which is really starting to grow. I feel like the only way I can forgive him is to cheat on him too. I mean, what would you do? Have you ever been so in love with someone, but they keep breaking your heart?
I don’t know what to do, but what I realize is, Love is Complicated.
So, should i believe in love again? Love is not in my heart again. it has gone for long time ago. Now, I become a male bitch. I go outside with many kind of men and I get enough money from them. Lol
I am proud of you who still have a heart for your boyfriend…. 🙂
The song is just so beautiful T_T and I feel bad for you too, Eric. This seriously makes me cry
Can I ask though what the song is called? I tried to search “Love is Complicated” but nothing comes up. Or is this really from this website? lol! I dunno…
I jus wanna say… wow…
i clicked on this link to see why you thought love was complicated and when tht music started playing i thought to myself, this cnt be good.
i began to read yer post and i realized tht it was a post about falling in love wit someone and growing wit tht person and finding tht person tht you love cheat on you wit someone tht you kno they had feelings for in the past. Ive been through a similar situation Erik and i thought i would voice my opinion out to you. i wouldnt go and cheat on my boi. yes its a painful experience to learn about but, why would you wanna sink down to his level and cheat on him. has pride in yerself bubbas. if you were to go out and cheat on him then you would be seen as a unfaithful dude. do wht you think is right though. if you think by cheatin you will get even then go for it, im not gonna stop you. but there are other guys out there who are pure and faithful and committed to loving someone and only tht someone. now im not saying throw him away but if yer not comfortable then explain to him and suggest to see other people. you guys can always be friends but dnt let this get to a sour ending.
= im hugging you right now =
haha listening to this song and typing this out while occassionally scrolling up to see you eric, makes me feel like im really talkin to you face to face (:
i wish you the best of luck with yer situation Eric
Sweet.. I fall in love with someone too far away, we like each other, but distance made him trying to forget me as distance can make us suffer.. I’m suffering as I overwhelmed by all those sweet memories…
Evan
My birthday was May 23, turned 31 happily and had serious amount of fun. If Jessie Lee or Eric East is ever in the San Francisco, my personal birthday wish would be to have a nice evening out with one, or both of them. Doesn’t have to be sexual, a nice quiet dinner out in the city, and a bourbon after having a nice conversation. It’s about the company. Peter … would be an honor to have you there as well. Of course it would all be my treat. My personal birthday wish, if it were to happen. Love the “Asiancy” and your work in its entirety Peter. Thank you and to all whom partake. -- Alex
Love will be complicated if you want to be complicated, you can not control it you can not wish it away either it’s you and me and all of us it is what you make of it. Love can not choose or decide between the two of you, you have to work it and show it .
Eric, Thank goodness you caught all that cheating on camera so you can share it with the rest of us and we can see exactly what you have been going thru …
Just read about your latest update here. I know how you feel when you really love someone so deep. I have hurt my bf before as well and he forgave me. But I think as long as if Jessie will be able to get things right, I am sure both of you will work it out! Don’t give up so easily if you really love him so much. As you might not be able to find another him in your life. Me and my bf have been together for 5 years+ now. We are staying in Malaysia and will be going back to his hometown (Hamburg) in June for the first time. Can’t wait and really excited! Hehe
Hi, Peter
I like Eric East so much and I hope to see him in Bangkok, Thailand. Please you can tell him that I love all of him.
So, should i believe in love again? Love is not in my heart again. it has gone for long time ago. Now, I become a male bitch. I go outside with many kind of men and I get enough money from them. Lol
I am proud of you who still have a heart for your boyfriend…. 🙂
Awww…. how sad~!! Hope you can pull through~!! :O Love the song~!! It’s there’s still hope by Dan Phillipson if im mistaken?
The song is just so beautiful T_T and I feel bad for you too, Eric. This seriously makes me cry
Can I ask though what the song is called? I tried to search “Love is Complicated” but nothing comes up. Or is this really from this website? lol! I dunno…
I jus wanna say… wow…
i clicked on this link to see why you thought love was complicated and when tht music started playing i thought to myself, this cnt be good.
i began to read yer post and i realized tht it was a post about falling in love wit someone and growing wit tht person and finding tht person tht you love cheat on you wit someone tht you kno they had feelings for in the past. Ive been through a similar situation Erik and i thought i would voice my opinion out to you. i wouldnt go and cheat on my boi. yes its a painful experience to learn about but, why would you wanna sink down to his level and cheat on him. has pride in yerself bubbas. if you were to go out and cheat on him then you would be seen as a unfaithful dude. do wht you think is right though. if you think by cheatin you will get even then go for it, im not gonna stop you. but there are other guys out there who are pure and faithful and committed to loving someone and only tht someone. now im not saying throw him away but if yer not comfortable then explain to him and suggest to see other people. you guys can always be friends but dnt let this get to a sour ending.
= im hugging you right now =
haha listening to this song and typing this out while occassionally scrolling up to see you eric, makes me feel like im really talkin to you face to face (:
i wish you the best of luck with yer situation Eric
Sweet.. I fall in love with someone too far away, we like each other, but distance made him trying to forget me as distance can make us suffer.. I’m suffering as I overwhelmed by all those sweet memories…
Evan
My birthday was May 23, turned 31 happily and had serious amount of fun. If Jessie Lee or Eric East is ever in the San Francisco, my personal birthday wish would be to have a nice evening out with one, or both of them. Doesn’t have to be sexual, a nice quiet dinner out in the city, and a bourbon after having a nice conversation. It’s about the company. Peter … would be an honor to have you there as well. Of course it would all be my treat. My personal birthday wish, if it were to happen. Love the “Asiancy” and your work in its entirety Peter. Thank you and to all whom partake. -- Alex
Thanks Alex, I will keep that in mind.
@DerekF, it was Eric being cheated not Peter.
Love will be complicated if you want to be complicated, you can not control it you can not wish it away either it’s you and me and all of us it is what you make of it. Love can not choose or decide between the two of you, you have to work it and show it .
Eric, Thank goodness you caught all that cheating on camera so you can share it with the rest of us and we can see exactly what you have been going thru …
Hi Peter!
Just read about your latest update here. I know how you feel when you really love someone so deep. I have hurt my bf before as well and he forgave me. But I think as long as if Jessie will be able to get things right, I am sure both of you will work it out! Don’t give up so easily if you really love him so much. As you might not be able to find another him in your life. Me and my bf have been together for 5 years+ now. We are staying in Malaysia and will be going back to his hometown (Hamburg) in June for the first time. Can’t wait and really excited! Hehe
wow. I like u